more root than flower, I
am first of my mother
(to whom so much belonged already)
then female
next brave
a small, stubborn animal
a wandering young buffalo
horned
communal
peaceful unless threatened
violent when
I am predisposed to play with anyone
sometimes no one
I am of dirt and salt
tears and new beginnings
an achy soul and tender heart
to welcome storms
know about rainbows
embrace departure before arrival
how else to see new skies,
hear new stories?
I have covered myself with creek clay
and lain in the sun to bake
rinsed in the summer stream
a muddy relief to exposed softened hide
I have run home barefoot through berries and prickers alike
I have listened carefully
I have counted every star
My dreams are of gathering
stories and fruits
I am more root than flower
I am first of my mother
I am anew
Beginning