Anymore I tell myself stories about you out of some lazy habit. They don’t even sit comfortably as much as I just have them memorized. Seems to me all mantras are some kind of make-believe. There must’ve been times we really paid attention to each other, but they’ve long since passed. I aint fixin to trust you with that kind of gut feeling again, and I am not sorry to say so. Truly, it’s a relief. I been missing what don’t exist, tellin myself tales. What you offered up firstly, what we found in our togetherness, I aim to find it again. You seem to be just going around handin folks your love all temporary-like, it sparks out so fast. Our light went out but the road goes on: I’ll make my own way and I’m sure you will too. From here on out I’ll content myself with whatever we have been when we were it. Happy trails to ya.
“I been missing what don’t exist” so often true on reflection in relationships. Soulfully said, thank you for sharing.
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